Sunday sadness

As I sit here early on Sunday morning, my heart is sad. Sad that I know that I won't be going to church again today. I know that someone will say- then change it- get up and go. I wish it was that easy!! We do not have a family church, so before I say I will be going to church- I have to have one to go too. Once again- someone will say- just pick one and go-- and once again I say to you-- I wish it were that easy!! I am one of those people that find doing something out of my comfort zone is hard for me--VERY HARD!!!! I sit and think about all the things that I will encounter on my new experience and usually talk myself out of it because of all the "maybes" that might happen. What if we pick a church to go to and we go at the wrong time and walk in in the middle of the sermon. What if we go and are on time, but sit in someone else's pew- you know- the one were that family always sits- then everyone looks at you like- man they sat in " their pew". What if Broc decides to cry the whole time. What is Cally is in one of her 3 year old moods and is terrible. What if..... What if..... What if........ I could go on forever. So please pray for my family and I- that one Sunday my heart will be glad because we have a family church and I no longer have to worry about the what ifs anymore!