SO EXCITED!!!

So the Lord has finally decided that it is time for our family to grow!!! I am PREGNANT!!!! I will be due at the end of July- not the prime time for my job, but I have decided that I don't live my life for my job- I live it for my family and that was God's plan!!!! I am very excited, but I am more nervous this time than I was with Cally. Scared that I may lose the baby at any time, anxious to see how well Cally will be big sister, but nervous because I don't want her to feel like I abandoned her!! I know I will get over that feeling, but I am struggling with it right now. But after trying for 6 months- I am so excited. I don't have to be depressed this month because it didn't happen. I can celebrate!!!!