Life- hummmmmm

So I know that I have a lot of great things in my life, but I have been so frustrated lately---just with everything. Not being able to stay at home with Cally because of my overload of student loans, just work in particular and all the drama, realizing that maybe God doesn't want us to extend our family right now; my hair, gaining 15 pounds back after hurting my back and not being able to work out; now that I am better trying to get that 15 pounds back off and more; how the weekends are too short-especially with all the people who are building houses in my life, even though my own house needs about 6 days a week with just my attention; my yard and how I wish it was all landscaped; losing friends over stupid drama; and that is just the beginning. I realize that maybe I should count my blessings instead of the things that I don't have or have lost, but sometimes that is just hard!!!!